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The story of my life, isn't it?

Sigh. Homework all around. Want some?

And I STILL DON'T HAVE ECLISPE. Grr.

Frustrating, frustrating.

I have nothing to say except for IF YOU HAPPEN TO HAVE TO BOOK ECLIPSE, WOULD YOU POSSIBLY CONSIDER TELEPORTING IT TO ME?!

~Annabel

this weekend will be a weekend to heal from posion oake� with a sunburn on top to stress,i plan on cooking,do whatever housework i have to do,reading up lifting positive stuff,spend time in prayer,bible study, and relaxiation tequineques to feel better i know if i dont take care of myself no one will,and in order to serve the god i belive in i have to be well and happy,life here is not bad even with all i have been through and all of the obstacles aginst my secuss i am still alive and still choosing a positive way of life,if i have a choice and i do between down cast negative thoughts and positive thoughts i m choosing positive thoughts becuse i feel better,im finding that alot of the stress is self inflicted by worrying about what could happen and what i cnat change so today im gonna make myself deal with one problem at a time� write down ways and ideas to deal with what� ever my problem is go to god who will help me and take care of it my life isnt perfect but im tried of just making the best of it and just getting by i want a better life and more and in order to do that some changes,and some of them painful have to be made and it starts with my attitude and what i think,then what i expect to happen must be� i can no longer afford to expect diaster when i can expect something good,and watch and do my part to make the good things in life come who knows i may not be alive tommrow no one can predict that but i cna and will enjoy today anyway way that i can through good food good music enjoying the company of my cat what ever it takes to put a smile and just be happy

I'm a dreamer i'm constantly day dreaming hence my username. This is just a recap of what has happend in the past two years.

I met some one...lets call him Eddy*. We met on myspace, We clicked just like that though it was a very slow devloping relationship. We were on platonic grounds for a year. we flirted occasionaly

I sent him a myspace message�giving him my �telephone number informing him that i had left myspace.�Guess what i didnt delete the myspace...i dunno why i just didn't.

we talked for hours and hours about everything and nothing topics ranged from sex to politics and even family..... I got to know a great deal about him,myself and the world. When we talked it was like the whole world did not mater....it was nothing but sheer bliss

what happens next is just a force of nature we fell in love....by the way i told him i loved him first.

Memorable time do exist...lecturing time comes together...

and dat sucks lot...==

althought u said dat i m special....

but....i feel i hav no difference with others..

mayb....i really am as normal as others...

wad do i actually hav.....

money...none....

look....zero.....

results....rubbish....

gud frens...less...

i cant afford to lose u guys anymore...

i'm not qualified to....

accept the realitly....

alvin....u r a normal person...

(17/4/2008)

emotions can b replaced by another.....

hope it will b a better 1.....

when u r happy, i'm..

谈谈男人的中年危机

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� 夫德有所长, 而形有所忘. 偶传近照, 夫君大呼其美为神奇. 妻借两行词喻之, “菊花残满地伤, 你的笑容已泛黄” “injured chrysanthun fall apart ,� your smile turn yellowish”.

夫大惑，何谓“菊花台”，谁者周杰伦？

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� 为妻知其夫少年有形，今日面比昔日脸，宛如菊花调。妻劝夫君莫哀恼，小知不及大知。知其老者，非真老也。形君无外形之变则不乐。知天乐者，其生也天行。人生天地间, 若白驹之过隙, 忽然而已.

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�� 大男人应“不忘其所始，不求其所终。受而喜之，忘而复之。是之谓不以心捐道，不易人助天，是之谓真人。”

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��� 我用周董的两句歌词形容老公自己比较满意的一张近照, 老公十二万分之委屈之下不情愿但又忍不住地念出声来, “菊花残满地伤, 你的笑容已泛黄” Oh My God! 我还不至于这么差吧? 听到这莫名其妙的两句歌词和老公的牢骚, 他办公室里年轻的同事们禁不住哄堂大笑. 老公丈二和尚摸不着头脑地追问是否有杰伦其人, 并责成小秘书查清楚这两句歌词的出处， 他感到有研究一下这首歌的必要。

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�� 敦敦喜欢音乐, 放学后会听酷我音乐盒里的当代时兴歌曲来放松休息, 第一首就是周杰伦的‘菊花台’, 我也跟着欣赏了几遍. 如果老公完整地听过这首歌就会慢慢地明白, 这两句是整首歌的灵魂. 周董的哭腔演绎画龙点睛地把悲泣委婉的情绪宣泄到极致.

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�� 男人中年的苦闷像女人的更年期一样在男人们完全没有准备的情况下提前到来了。在众多奇花异草中，菊花往日的辉煌是令人难忘的。不难想象45岁以后的男人有菊花步入深秋的悲壮情怀，我借用这两句词来形容男人的中年危机是再合适不过的了.

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� 不忘记自己的来源，不追求自己的归宿。获得生命欣然接受，失去生命则复归自然。这叫做不用心智去损害道，不用人为去帮助天，就叫真男人。 若您还没读过‘道’，中年苦闷时可以读来解闷，‘道’也顺便帮您度过‘中年危机’。

Hey everyone! So yeah this is my first post, so i guess I should tell you a little about me. My Name is Alicia (UH-Lee-Sh-Uh) but you can call me Misery. I am homeschooled and I am in 9th grade and I'm only 13, I know lol. Well anyways my little Nephues (sp?) they are both twins lol. They are 3 years old. Well yep i better go bye.

I have lost all my friend~ becoz of my evil deed......

i hurt them so much......

but i have learnt something through some of them........

hope tat it is worth for me to give up all my friendship~

Now~i have a new life~

friends no ned to be more......but one enough^^

now i am not like b4 ready.......not like b4 the girl with many best friend but ony few can trust.........

ony song, yew, hui, mangkuk~

I luv u guys~^^

wish u all happy as i am ~

WHY AM I CURSED BY TEACHERS WHO REJOICE IN GIVING US PROJECT UPON PROJECT UPON MORE TEDIOUS HOMEWORK?!

Ah. That felt nice.

Normal day at school. My math marks aren't helping me achieve my goal of NOT going into sciences (I curse you, math test.). I won't NOT try to do my best, but the fact that I'm good at it seriously inhibits my ability to choose a career path that appeals to me. Grr. That frustrates me.

Obsessions also frustrate me. Which means, I frustrate myself. Grr. I want to smack myself over the head for being�obsessed... which is slightly warped. That's ok, though. �I hate dependency on something or someone. That's why I'm so eager to move out. Just as soon as I can get a job to support myself and have a roommate... ah. I can't wait.

I get the feeling that I'm frustrated with pretty well everything today. I also won't be able to get my hands on Eclipse for a while. MORE FRUSTRATION!

Sigh. I must get back to projects now. Hmm. Recommendation for the day... For books, how about Bloody Jack (+ all sequels) by L. A. Meyer. Historical fiction--great books.

Well, adieu, mes amis. Nous nous verrons.

~Annabel